I don't wanna have a heart. :_________ ((

okay actually baru je lepas off laptop neh.and then tiba2 sekarang rasa marah sangat kepada sesuatu and i don't even know nak cakap kat siapa. huhh gosh..it's suck heh when you really hate something but you have no choice but just to accept it or you really wanna do something but you just can't for some reason.

i just hate to look at those bitches. once a bitch always a bitch they said. i say, once a bitch twice, a slut! i just thought in my mind. tolong lah berhenti jadi seorang primadona! walaupun kau mmg seorang primadona yang bagus. everything just go your way. lucky you! at least buat masa sekarang.

God is fair isn't HE??? i'll just wait. with this pain and hate. i would wait.

dan kemudian ada satu cerita lagi. ibu bapa yang senang-senang tinggalkan anak-anak bawah umur tengah-tengah malam. i mean 11 pm?? seriously?? your kids are going to school tommorow man... you guys seriously just leave them home?? let them just take care of themselves?? like omg seriously dude??? shame.

it's suck to hear this 'haah mom n dad aren't home. macam biasalah. takpe lar. biarlah malas nak fikir. esok when i go to school.i will be happy again'. seriously that hurts me much! i feel like crying for them.

okay seriously guys. i think you guys don't have a heart! not at all. or may be those alcohols actually did damaged your brain hard enough.

L : dorg pegi mana?
N : mcm biasa lah...
L: adik buat ape??
N:tgok tv..
L:ok takpe lah. jaga adik ok. nanti tido. ye?
N:ok [suara sebak. i know tears coming down!]
L: i love you..
N: love you too.

at this point of time. i just hope that i don't own a heart. so i don't feel anything. i won't care about anything. i wish thing could be easy like that.

because my heart just care so much. my heart is fragile that way. my heart cry easily.

and yes. it's a big deal for me. big full deal!

don't say i never warned you ~

Be careful who you open up to.. Only a few actually C A R E, the rest are just C U R I O U S

earth hour holiday.

never thought of celebrating earth hour 2011 in Langkawi. but that was it. i just got back from having serene dinner by the sea. lots of mat salleh plus minah sallehah here. together we ate and spread the spirit of mother nature. *super love the idea*

candles are everywhere in this Mutiara Burau Bay resort. it is a very cold night with wild wave of the sea. fantastics.

chocolate shopping session, done today's evening, at pekan Kuah. yummmss plenty of dark chocolate. *favourite!*

while i'm writing this..kids are on the bed watching Mr bean..sekejap lagi mata semua mesti pejam kuat. penat sangat i can see that. hee.

an awkward feeling thinking my coke cans are now sharing the same space with those tiger and carlsberg.. ermmm.. ~

tommorow session... most probably going snorkeling and bagi ikan gigit kaki. =)

p/s : feel like missing somebody. awkward again. hahaha. goodnight all.

Mad and mumble.

I'm mad. no no i'm just disappointed. naaahhh i'm mad actually. well, i'm in a state where everything just doesn't work out the way it should or at least the way i imagine it would. i'm furious. with own self. did i make a wrong decision? did i make a wrong move? i miscalculated it?? urghhh..

I only have this one question in my mind right now...

why does it always easy for others, why does it come the hardest way for me?

and i don't even know to whom that this question should be thrown.

craving mcD, for they always know how to please me. = )

kura-kura

i deleted you from my FB. obviously that i don't wanna be friend with you anymore. were you too blind to see that? or too dumb to realize that?you send me msges on FB. i did not reply to any. wasn't it obvious enough?

and when you see me online on ym. you pretend like we are good friend saying 'hi' * with giggling-white-tooth emoticon*? and then 'blink2 eyes emoticon'...lets see when i don't reply somemore u says 'sombongnyeee'. was that a joke please??!

p/s seriously because you were so damn pathetically annoying guy back then, that's y i dumbed you. it is just my nature to hate those who don't actually know who i am yet pretend like we share a bed! acting like you are the closest to me, that you know all about me and start to bitch out about stuffs *related to me*, more than my best friend would do. that was pretty amazingly annoying.

i bet you don't know that? so kura-kura. and your not forgiven. and yes i am mean. and yess i don't care. you might wanna call me bitch. 'like i care?!' sungguh tidak kesah okay.

just like coffee.for the best quality, keep only the best beans
throw the rest.they are simply not worth it for keeping.

I love hazelnut coffee.
the fine quality one. sips.

girlfriend.

she with her girlfriend.

i miss my ayue... we used to tell each other everything that happen in our life, everyday that we met before we went into the call floor. now that we no longer working together. i really am missing those time. because texting on the phone lack some real expressions, it does not feel that good.

however girlfriend, i would try to listen to your wise words *wise words from you heh? rolling eyes kejap* ahhaha. those words help i guess. it is time to think about myself huh? ohh dan dengar cakap mak whatever it is.. e.though parent can be ridiculous at times huh *ur such anak mama ok!*

thank you for that. now i'm so fine again. dah tak nak marah-marah lagi. my heart's getting darker day by day bila asik nak fikir pasal orang-orang jahat dan bila asik nak benci mereka. like you said... e.though it doesn't seems right, just ignore it. that's the best that i can do.

p/s : i wanna hear good news from both of us the next time we meet again okay... can't wait jumpa and gedik2 dgn you lagi. hahahahhaa. cepat doa that i get a job soon nanti we go wayang together. my treat! ngehh.


love,
your girlfriend. ; P

monalisa.

kau memang perempuan paling fucker that i have ever known exist in this world! u have the most thicker pig skin on your face, i have no doubts! babi babi babi!

how can u just walked in ohh you parked far away...and u walked in like a coward! coward bitch! yet you put that mask on. that innocent mask on. you played that character perfectly monalisa! i salute on you for that! you speak so tenderly, almost like crying, being in that role perfectly. fooling all those people that are willingly to be fooled!

i really wanna tell you one thing. i read your diary long ago. i saw that message from your friend. she said ' shut up u bitch.u are a slut. u are just a pain in the ass !' I think she's damn right! like 8 years ago..someone already called you bitch? wheewws.

kau perempuan paling tak tahu malu dan tak sedar diri langsung! you don't own a heart! at least i'm sure that dark heart of yours, your family isn't there right?! fuuhhhhhhh..man i'm furious..i am.

sorry that i'm cursing. i was forced to shut up. i was forced to be dumb. this is my only chance! i should have a right to speak up. why do i have to shut my hell mouth up?

i hate you people! you guys lost your minds, it is a free country alright, democracy alright. but not in this. not anymore that this time is to tolerate. shame on you all! you lost insanity, you lost justification, you guys just let yourself to be fooled! psychology isn't practical at this time sedar lah sket please??? i hate that! i hate that!

ohh and that person waves you goodbye. aahhh ~! macam lah
kau sedang melakukan sesuatu yang amat mulia seperti
kau nak pergi berbakti berperang berjuang untuk bangsa atau
negara. waves to you goodbye macam 'kitorg akan rindu kau
sangat nanti dear Monalisa!..pulanglah cepat *tears*'
aahhh ~ merapu sangat! muntah sekarang!

I spit on your face! because i hate this moment so much, with every drops of my blood that i'm hating this too much!.

Dear you.

Dear you,

you remind me of me. that's what i like about you, that you remind me of me.

thank you.

pig-shit! that's what i called it y'all!

mr F says : just my advice to you lar.....nasihatkan dia..i mean jgn lah keras-keras sangat...u
know this is like end of month...orang dah gaji kan.nanti kalau keras-keras sangat
dengan dia takut dia jadi rebellious plak..u know kang dia terus tak balik-balik.

kasi bom lah itu babi banyak berak lah sekarang ~!

aaahhhh for god's sake lah mr F..since when did she is not a rebel? since when did she wears a tag 'innocent and fragile kid, handle with care' ? bullshit!
everyday i have to listen to this lame-crappy-cheapsales-joke haaa??????


p/s : nak menipu biar ada class! because we human aren't idiots *oppppsssy* like you guys. shame on you! boooooo!

practical joke

people can be very ridiculous sometimes. we people find it easy to talk about others. sebagai contoh if we saw on tv, the drug addicts, oftenly we would say 'bunuh je sekor2 menyusahkan hidup orang, menghabiskan duit kerajaan je hantar diorang ni semua dekat pusat serenti' or sometime if we saw rebellious youth, involved with alcohols, go clubbings, random sex. surely we would say ' hantar je semua masuk pusat pemulihan akhlak..bla bla bla..and blaasss'

the thing here is, if those things involve your own people, i mean your own family. if it is your son who involve with drugs or your own daughter who is a rebellious bitch, messing out with your patience, giving you heartache every time, the one that make you cry in the middle of the night, the one that take away your goodnight sleep because she is not home when it is already 2 in the morning. would you have the courage?! would you, with your own both hands drag your daughter to that 'pusat pemulihan' as what you always said about other people's daughter .. ' anak mcm ni hantar je lah masuk pusat tuh baru jadi orang..and such' would you? ask yourself. and I'm asking myself as well...

i just thought we people should have our lessons. when we ourselves, can't even dare to have that courage. maybe we should stop being judgmental and decide for others. when the only thing that you dare to do is back the story up with nonsense. well.. let me tell a story.

scene 1:
once upon a time there was a girl.named Lisa.she has a bf. ugly and fat.the bf i mean.she lied a lot to people.her father hates the bf.he isn't just fugly in the face.he's also fucking ugly at behaviors.so the daddy asked Lisa to stop seeing the bf.Lisa does, not what her daddy says.she keep telling lies that she's not seeing him anymore.one day she caught red handed.and then came out a story. the bf beat her all the time.the bf actually threaten her.that's why she doesn't leave the bf.when she actually wants to. ahem.her story is truth. but still.. ahem.

scene 2:
months passed.so Lisa says she doesn't anymore seeing him yet suspiciously she's texting someone every single nights.shorten up the story.she caught redhanded again. blaahhh. after all, she 's a liar.it is freaking awful that 'tembelang sudah pecah', she did not came home that night *creating a backup story* while daddy at home is so pissed off, worry, disappointed, and mad! daddy says ' u just wait, wait till u come back home'. ahem.

scene 3:
Lisa is home.at noon.packing up some clothes.she takes daddy out.'kat rumah tak sesuai nak bercakap..maybe'.when they got back home....tadaaaa~! daddy changed his mind.daddy warned everyone 'do not mess her up.don't ask any question, do not!' wheewwws! suprise2... Lisa then leaves the house.that night, she calls in.'i'm not coming home sbb *another bullshit lovely lies*'.daddy says 'no!, i'm tolerating with you, please co-operate, and blahh blahh blahh...make sure u come back home tonight. Lisa says 'okay...' Ahem!.

scene 4:
Lisa does not come home daddy...pity you! you and your hopes. she doesn't listen huhh.it is 5 nights already and no sign of Lisa and no phone calls at all.'no mercy from her, dad. can't you see??' does she cares??? blerrghhh!. now big brother has some issues with that.so big brother speaks to dad.big bro come out with full theory that explains only one obvious thing which is 'she is a liar, she does not care about you, she is a liar, she is a selfish, she is an idiot *that fat bitch strangled u yet u still have feeling for that monster? idiot*. she is a liar. beware of that' hard work big bro has done.you guys think it works??? well... ahem.ahem.ahem.

scene5:
' that guy threaten her again...that guy follow her sampai situh.tempat tu.she said to me she does not want to be with him anymore.lelaki ni dah berani kacau dia balik ni...she's freaking out.. Lisa ni dah kene bomoh ni....we can't be that strict with her..kene lembut2 dengan dia... ' says.. daddy! *rolling eyes*!! who tells you that dad??? well... LISA off course.she tells you that?! and dad believes that! dad does not get one clear thing. 'Lisa is a liar' phewwwss.

what the hell of a story that is.....

come on people.after all that happened, after all that she has done.the conclusion is... 'dia sudah di bomohkan! kena bomoh seyhh!'. choose something better than that tak boleh ke? something less hilarious than that can you dad?for the past 7 'beautiful' years of Lisa's stories i have heard, now at the very climax of thing, you still wanna make excuses for her that 'it must be a black magics!' if only Lisa could hear that, i bet she would claps out loud! ' I won first prize!'

to listen to this kind of entertaining story
mestilah kena layan keropok lekor.baru kawww.
macam tengok filem hindustan pulak terasa.. yumms.

p/s : my advice is, have courage.what's right is right.what's wrong is always wrong. even if it's the hardest thing to do when it involve your own people. ADMIT! have courage to do so..please. because it's just sickeningly hurting someone else that might not be important in the picture ~ so sickeningly hurting!

Kata Hati.

it is 25th February 2011. i resigned. finally.

my last day with TD, I lead the team with 13 sales with secured me $130 commission a.k.a fast cash in a day. *proud*. it was just a fantastic friday that we as a team reached 93 sales at 5.30 pm. well..it is something that you might don't even understand and i am not proud to tell. ahem.

i had lunch with ayue, ah joe, boon kin and ah kam at mcD. it was a treat. *thank you guys* ohh and ah kam bought me van houlten choc and a sneaker bar *i'm so touched* actually i was expecting a bouquet of roses maybe..hahaha but it did not happen. *berhenti berharap* ngahahahah.

at the exit interview, i bitched out about the company kaww kaww punya. there was a question that asked ' what could have been done to stop you from departure?' i said 'NOTHING' and i could see the face expression from the HR staff 'wallah berlagak sial perempuan neh' kind of. *message delivered successfully*

there it goes. another history of my life. decision have been made. gotta have to bear the consequences. i haven't got any interview or job offer yet i just resign. a wise logical mind would say that was the most stupid decision i had ever made. but kata hati berkata....it is so fine, you will find a way....just follow your heart. do not force yourself to do something that you are not happy with. it is not worth it.

i am so 'kata hati' kinda person. so here we go hati....make sure u are right. or else. i will sure menjerit * i'm screwed!*

i'm a free bird.fly high fly high.

i have doubts. i am amused that i have doubts.

i just hate it why i always let myself involved with craps. i just hate it when people cheat about big things to me. i just hate it more, that the same person who tells me that it is not good to lie, cheated on me. blerghhh.

i don't have to be in love with you for you to not to lie to me. we don't have to be boyfriend-girlfriend, for you not to lie to me. we don't have to be in an exclusive relationship, then for you not to lie to me.

my rule for every relationship, be it friends, lovers, family, is for us to be honest, frank and genuine. when i am being completely genuine, i expect you to do just the same. is that hard?

i always remind myself not to be judgmental, not to be superficial, not to be mean, to always take things the way they are.

now i really feel like throwing these questions to you. what else did you lied? how much more will you tell? why did you lied? what was your intention?

do not scratch this bit much respect that i still have for you..

get classy ~ please.

supermodel look. skinny and hot [that include dry pale skin, strong sharp jaws with extra-licious bad breath]. chin up shoulders straight, walk like a supermodel with pride, mouth..pouted [overrated] . she put the glasses on, wearing sleeveless top [ those boobs aren't impressive at all, for the record ] . spreading the vibes of ' m the hottest on the planet' kinda thing.

she wants to pass the cash. she lift her arms..opppppsss!!!! bushes under the arms???
oucchhh. shame.



p/s : get a blade.this one now come in patterns. and it is not even $20! and yes i got one of those too. do the world no harm babe. = D

= /

i also have a right to live my life. i also have a right, darling, in this life.i have a right. you have a right.so that life can be easier.

you are a father, i am a mother
you are Adam and i am Eve
it would be tough and unjust
if Adam lives and Eve dies




i am not saying, i should be the strongest or something like that. i am not saying, i should be the strongest and you are the weakest.

you are half
i am half
just like the winter and the summer..

*copyrighted*

happy two thousand eleven!

wish list. or new year resolution. it's a cliche..it's a trend. but since everyone is having one. may be i should have ten?

hurm. first and foremost. the most important thing i need at this moment is a car. so most probably i will have my first car by end of February. working on it!

i'm planning for a new job. more relevance to my degree. at least the one that will treat me more like a human being rather than make me feel like i am a machine. robotic-machine that when you hit the button it starts non stop until you hit the stop button at 7 pm in the evening. pffft ~!!

i wanna grow my hair. i promise this time i won't cut it no more.

i wanna reach 58 kg..ahem. okay okay..make it 60 by June. (well not that fat though but if i can have some fellas getting confused..something like..'is that SheiL or Scarlett Johansson??' would be... why not??!!!) hhahahahhaha. ok i knaw..i knaw. you wanna kill me??hahah *perasan*

double the efforts to find the guy of my life..i am so ready! phhheeewsss. *blushy-winks*

i wanna smile to strangers more often whenever i board the train. yeayyyy *wakil rakyat-the spirit!*

to be continued....lost.
*lunch break at 2 haha.*

i miss you.

KIKO is a cat. my white cat with blue eyes. if it is a guy he should had come from england. hahahah ( pan asian one please! ) with British accents! hehehhehehehe. it has been like 4 months now since he last came back home. he rebelled. he ran away. he chose to have a better life. in a new society. better foods perhaps!

( Kiko - the white british breed haha )

wait..wait..wait... flash back please...

(he was that small)

kiko first came to our house around 2 years ago. when its body was dominated by 'kutu' when he was just a little white shy guy.hurmmm and whenever he had his meal with COMCOM..they fight. they wouldn't wanted to share. that was the beginning. but then kiko adapted very well. he gotten into the new environment. he loved his new home.
we shared bed. every single nights. he would be there down there beside my feet. sometime we even shared our blanket. that was how closed we were. we cuddled every nights.

(with Comcom - they never were that close in the beginning. now 'kawan baik')

(he was on my blanket please...)

outside the house he was like the king of the neighborhood. i suspected he should have had owned a mafia group or something downtown. because i caught him having a very suspicious cats-mafia-society meeting around our dustbin outside the gateway one breezy night. there were like cats around the dustbin looking at each other....they were like having some kind of a big issue to be taken cared of. ahem.

one day that bad guy who sell fish by his van hit kiko right onto his left leg. i remembered me and my sister screamed and cried like hell. i took kiko into my arms. he peed on me. blooded pee. (well it was a pee...but ahem! emergency case. accepted). we really thought that was his last day with us. but nope. kiko is a brave broad shoulder guy. he recovered very fast. he started running again and started to leads the neighborhood and the cats-mafia group again. he was the best! the most handsome and the most charming! i wish i could marry him. ahem.

(on recoveries. he look sick.wasn't he?)

and then one time, ibu was admitted. everyone was busy visiting her and i stayed in the hospital with her while others were busy working and stuffs. so kiko was left alone. i was worried how was he doing. one afternoon i drove back home to see how he was doing because no one was home.when i got home. he was there on the pillow. (that big soft pillow we used to laid onto during tv time? yes that one) he was lying on the pillow watching blackout tv. i mean he was just sleeping there. instead of going out getting involve with the gangstas. he laid down at home. guarding the house when nobody was around, and foods were out of reach. was not that sweet??? ohh such a hero!

and then when the testosterone built up. he rebelled. i did not know exactly when did he started to change. when did he started to felt that he was not belong here. that home was not anymore his heaven. he ran away. regularly we bumped into him somewhere in Taman Mulia and we brought him home and caged him. then he would yelled and screamed at us. like he hated us so much. and when at nights. he would cried...and cried like it was anyone being violent and tortured him in his cage. he was just full of hatred.

and then one night...suddenly he never anymore screamed. it was a full silent. that created doubts. we went and checked. the cage was destroyed. he managed to ran away that night. ( omigosh he turned green or what?? turned into monster??!!! even the cage also..still he managed??!! ) and the two days later again somewhere in Taman Mulia when my sister saw him and tried to call him.he just ran like a wind.. *devastating kiko! u really were*

i just miss him. i just miss you kiko. and this was the last time when you were home.

(he stayed 8 days for raya. and hated it. look at that face.)

it is going to be January 2011 soon. please.. kiko...sila balik raya tahun depan. =(

give me back my heaven.

you talk too much.
i noticed.
this lately.
you guys talk too much.
it is getting louder.
it is getting messier.
i don't like it.
not because you guys are talking.
but you guys are talking....about me.
being sarcastic.
when there is no reason to BE so.

stop it.
the talks.
that leads US nowhere.


you don't know whats happening.
what am i going through.
my world that i mentioned as a 'nice' world...
well, it isn't so beautiful.
it is being nice to me.
but it doesn't mean that i am super comfortable with it
so stop it
being sarcastic.
because it hurts.

use your mouths to eat.
or to pray
or at least to utter the good things
uhhh for your own good.
not for me.

i would appreciate.

because...
i'm struggling in here
it is not that i'm having fun being someone's adopted daughter.
or whatever you guys would call it.

give me some peace.
give me back my heaven.
I want my home.
the same old home.

and I want my home
my peacefully home.

uhh ~ uhhh not yet !!

miss blogger is now busy working...... hurrayyy! expecting some cash in the end of every months at least.. *relief ed* =)

dedicating this post to 'miss trying too hard to impress'.
babe it's not him.
nope it is not.
not the man of my life kind-of.

he is cute alright.he is fine ohh yes so very nice
but naahh-aahh-ahhh.
he is not the one.

so you can stop worrying missy..
do not show me 'that face'.
i have no intention to race.
and this isn't competition.

blow your cigarette honey
but don't hate me.
don't curse with your eyes.
it ain't kewwwL ~!

a letter to Friday...with love.

Dear Friday,
my lovely adorable fresh friday....this morning when i woke up, i feel a total weird.well actually my life is kinda weird lately.but last night i had the most weirdest conversation with a total bullshit male in the planet.this male thinks he is the best in the world.at first, i also thought that heyya!! this male is one of a kind.cool and impressive.he talks like a professional.he was kind in words and very wise most of the time.one moment i got him triggered, he split-ed personality on the spot!this male feels 'extremely good' about himself.he talks BIG.he underestimated, miscalculated, judged and he punished.this male is so ' according to me! ' typo psychotics.he got panicky unsecured when some random younger female cut his words out with something more brilliant.he felt challenged..

the weird part is that, the same human who tells me about being humble, about being decent, respect, sincerity, being nice and good to people...is yet never actually had been looking in the mirror.i am convinced..i felt sorry for him friday.....i think this male is egoistic, unreasonable and ugly too.oww yess i think so...he is ugly right...

i know that he lost it, the moment he said to me, that any younger human beings in this world is prohibited to correct the elder..." ohh until you beat my age, and get older than me, you can never act smart and correct me.because elder is always right [ yes?according to u mr male? ].i can tell you what u should or shouldn't do because i'm older.simply like that ~ even when i am wrong.stay still and silent or i'd call u rude! "

my lovely deary friday..., is respect only meant for the elder? the younger shouldn't get any respect from them? is being old enable one person to act king-y?order the world..the world is mine?is throwing out our opinion on something, standing on our principles and values, being rude.?being older is ' i am right about everything.what i said is all correct.do not ever deny even once? '..no friday...you don't have a voice...and you don't need to answer to this crap.because even my one-month-old kitten knows what we call this...i say this out loud......we called this..

you talk BULLSHIT!!

because you are totally out of your mind mr male.i think you deserved a reward.

come and kiss this cow's ASS!!

anyway...i got one message for you......and it's free and genuinely.

; )

now...., you can call me rude.but this is just the tip of my rude-ness.u shall not see more. ; )

p/s : ever heard of whitney houston's???
"i learn from the best..i learn from you!" babe!

because you were the most REAL famous guy i've ever known. I wish you still are ~

i am missing the old down to earth Qushairi razali.
he didn't mind to go online and chat on fb with whoever that greets him those days.
now i never get any chance anymore.

i did chat with him several times then.he was wishing me good luck for internship.good luck for school.he even invited me to come to his event [event where he took part to host and such].he told me that whenever i meet him down town just say hi 'i have no problem with that.i biasa jeh.kalau jumpa tegur je ok' *very sweet* = (.

i always love Qi bcos he was extraordinarily fans-friendly.
now..he is just as much as ordinary.i think [ i observed actually.heee ]

but i can't never stop liking him because i do like him.he was very good in doing his 'destinasi baget' thing.that show actually attracted many people to him.because it was done very differently and free style. ohhh we love free style.*lari laju-laju terjun laut* hahaha

i think he first started to change a bit when he was acting in that blogger boy.the first two weeks the series was on tv, i can still see him on fb.we were still communicating like normal people.but then as the show grow bigger.he become no less famous.ohhh he appeared offline all the time.and then we became 'artis dan peminat' and just that.

'mungkin lah terlalu ramai orang dah minat Qi sekarang dan setiap kali online semua orang nak tegur jadi Qi rasa semak.kan? mungkin lahh...'

because the idea of rising super star yet down to earth and acting very friendly to his fan is a very great fantasy-image i had on him.the usual way is celebrity always get 'private and confidential'.the unusual extravaganza way is 'i am famous and i talk to random people so what?!.=)'

Qushairi razali was that extravaganza kind of! on the other hand Qi razali is getting much of an usual these recent years.either way he is still awesome being himself.

somehow i thought that is always how a celebrity should be acting like ~ usual and ordinary celebrity-like ~

having said all this...i am still a FAN of you Qushairi razali.will always pray for you and your success in future career and in life.because you have so much potentials.wish you all the best.and please keep your cute-handsomeful-slang.hohohooohh.


p/s : this post is here today because i suddenly see Qi was updating his status on Fb just mins ago...hehehhe so long don't see him on fb.rindu lahh..hahahhahaa.