okay actually baru je lepas off laptop neh.and then tiba2 sekarang rasa marah sangat kepada sesuatu and i don't even know nak cakap kat siapa. huhh gosh..it's suck heh when you really hate something but you have no choice but just to accept it or you really wanna do something but you just can't for some reason.
i just hate to look at those bitches. once a bitch always a bitch they said. i say, once a bitch twice, a slut! i just thought in my mind. tolong lah berhenti jadi seorang primadona! walaupun kau mmg seorang primadona yang bagus. everything just go your way. lucky you! at least buat masa sekarang.
God is fair isn't HE??? i'll just wait. with this pain and hate. i would wait.
dan kemudian ada satu cerita lagi. ibu bapa yang senang-senang tinggalkan anak-anak bawah umur tengah-tengah malam. i mean 11 pm?? seriously?? your kids are going to school tommorow man... you guys seriously just leave them home?? let them just take care of themselves?? like omg seriously dude??? shame.
it's suck to hear this 'haah mom n dad aren't home. macam biasalah. takpe lar. biarlah malas nak fikir. esok when i go to school.i will be happy again'. seriously that hurts me much! i feel like crying for them.
okay seriously guys. i think you guys don't have a heart! not at all. or may be those alcohols actually did damaged your brain hard enough.
L : dorg pegi mana?
N : mcm biasa lah...
L: adik buat ape??
N:tgok tv..
L:ok takpe lah. jaga adik ok. nanti tido. ye?
N:ok [suara sebak. i know tears coming down!]
L: i love you..
N: love you too.
at this point of time. i just hope that i don't own a heart. so i don't feel anything. i won't care about anything. i wish thing could be easy like that.
because my heart just care so much. my heart is fragile that way. my heart cry easily.
and yes. it's a big deal for me. big full deal!
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