a letter to Friday...with love.

Dear Friday,
my lovely adorable fresh friday....this morning when i woke up, i feel a total weird.well actually my life is kinda weird lately.but last night i had the most weirdest conversation with a total bullshit male in the planet.this male thinks he is the best in the world.at first, i also thought that heyya!! this male is one of a kind.cool and impressive.he talks like a professional.he was kind in words and very wise most of the time.one moment i got him triggered, he split-ed personality on the spot!this male feels 'extremely good' about himself.he talks BIG.he underestimated, miscalculated, judged and he punished.this male is so ' according to me! ' typo psychotics.he got panicky unsecured when some random younger female cut his words out with something more brilliant.he felt challenged..

the weird part is that, the same human who tells me about being humble, about being decent, respect, sincerity, being nice and good to people...is yet never actually had been looking in the mirror.i am convinced..i felt sorry for him friday.....i think this male is egoistic, unreasonable and ugly too.oww yess i think so...he is ugly right...

i know that he lost it, the moment he said to me, that any younger human beings in this world is prohibited to correct the elder..." ohh until you beat my age, and get older than me, you can never act smart and correct me.because elder is always right [ yes?according to u mr male? ].i can tell you what u should or shouldn't do because i'm older.simply like that ~ even when i am wrong.stay still and silent or i'd call u rude! "

my lovely deary friday..., is respect only meant for the elder? the younger shouldn't get any respect from them? is being old enable one person to act king-y?order the world..the world is mine?is throwing out our opinion on something, standing on our principles and values, being rude.?being older is ' i am right about everything.what i said is all correct.do not ever deny even once? '..no friday...you don't have a voice...and you don't need to answer to this crap.because even my one-month-old kitten knows what we call this...i say this out loud......we called this..

you talk BULLSHIT!!

because you are totally out of your mind mr male.i think you deserved a reward.

come and kiss this cow's ASS!!

anyway...i got one message for you......and it's free and genuinely.

; )

now...., you can call me rude.but this is just the tip of my rude-ness.u shall not see more. ; )

p/s : ever heard of whitney houston's???
"i learn from the best..i learn from you!" babe!

because you were the most REAL famous guy i've ever known. I wish you still are ~

i am missing the old down to earth Qushairi razali.
he didn't mind to go online and chat on fb with whoever that greets him those days.
now i never get any chance anymore.

i did chat with him several times then.he was wishing me good luck for internship.good luck for school.he even invited me to come to his event [event where he took part to host and such].he told me that whenever i meet him down town just say hi 'i have no problem with that.i biasa jeh.kalau jumpa tegur je ok' *very sweet* = (.

i always love Qi bcos he was extraordinarily fans-friendly.
now..he is just as much as ordinary.i think [ i observed actually.heee ]

but i can't never stop liking him because i do like him.he was very good in doing his 'destinasi baget' thing.that show actually attracted many people to him.because it was done very differently and free style. ohhh we love free style.*lari laju-laju terjun laut* hahaha

i think he first started to change a bit when he was acting in that blogger boy.the first two weeks the series was on tv, i can still see him on fb.we were still communicating like normal people.but then as the show grow bigger.he become no less famous.ohhh he appeared offline all the time.and then we became 'artis dan peminat' and just that.

'mungkin lah terlalu ramai orang dah minat Qi sekarang dan setiap kali online semua orang nak tegur jadi Qi rasa semak.kan? mungkin lahh...'

because the idea of rising super star yet down to earth and acting very friendly to his fan is a very great fantasy-image i had on him.the usual way is celebrity always get 'private and confidential'.the unusual extravaganza way is 'i am famous and i talk to random people so what?!.=)'

Qushairi razali was that extravaganza kind of! on the other hand Qi razali is getting much of an usual these recent years.either way he is still awesome being himself.

somehow i thought that is always how a celebrity should be acting like ~ usual and ordinary celebrity-like ~

having said all this...i am still a FAN of you Qushairi razali.will always pray for you and your success in future career and in life.because you have so much potentials.wish you all the best.and please keep your cute-handsomeful-slang.hohohooohh.


p/s : this post is here today because i suddenly see Qi was updating his status on Fb just mins ago...hehehhe so long don't see him on fb.rindu lahh..hahahhahaa.

what? why? how? !!!!!!!!!

about two years ago.in the evening.me and my family were just having tea at home.enjoying the goreng pisang panas and hot nescafe and so on.and then someone started to play 'teka-teki'.i don't remember who actually initiated that.so we took turn.one after another asking some craps and more craps.laughed it out and just living up those moments.

and then.there went 'kakak'.my niece aged 9..the daughter of my abang long.it was her turn to ask.so she went like ~

this is kakak now at 11. = D

kakak : okay soalannya...SHELL, PETRONAS,.....lepas tuh ape??? ;P

: esso?

kakak : salah...

: caltex!!!!!!

kakak : salah....

: BP....

kakak : bukan..bukan..bukan...give up..??? [chehhh baget je orang give up lah kan??..haha]



stressed up~!

all wrong??. damn-it.what else of known petrol station that we have?? never mind-ed.we kept trying.ohh may be we have missed out some other less-branded petrol station?? try once more come on~!!!

kakak : cepat la cakap give up.

: no way.try dulu.petronas.shell....ermmmm okay caltex? esso? bp? ermm mcdonalds?? [ dan2 mcD siot.hahaha ]

kakak : bukan bukan bukan.semua salah.




ohhh..blank-blur-ED.out!

okay.we gave up.shoot! answer please..noww..how come so simple yet so susah tuh?? can anyone of you guess??? hahahhaha better don't.so she went like ~

kakak : shell...petronas...lepas tuh??? lepas tuh BALAI POLIS lahhh... ;P

whattaaheck balai polis???!!!

kakak : ye lahh...yang kat highway nak pegi rumah kakak tuh..kan nampak tak??ada shell..sebelah dia petronas...pastuh sebelah dia ada balai polis.

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patut kah this question ???!!!

anyway we went HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH ohhh my goodness! [ actually it was very like 'kepala hotak betul punya soalan'..kind of expression ~! ] what thrills it was to answer that kind of total crap! and yet kakak was very proud of herself LOLZ coz nobody ever get that.wow ~! let her be.

children will not remember you for the material things you provided but for the feeling that you cherished them.

- quoted : Richard L. Evans -

p/s : if you ever have nieces like mine.the key is.

or if you going to have soon.then grow your patience from now.hahahhahaa


i really hope everyone who reads this, enjoy this post yah. i just got reminisced to it because it happened on sunday..heheeee..so have fun and please enjoy your sunday. tschuss ~

= )

and keep on spreading that sweetness of your smile everyday and to everyone. LOVE.

watch your distance.

we were heading to the office.me and my sister.she was driving.same route same road that we everyday drove through.keeping the usual fast pace like normal when suddenly the front car's break light was on.vibrant RED!!!!!!! what the heck!!!!!! it was almost like stopping. our car almost reach the back of that particular car.it was damn very much closed! thank goodness we are fine and so is the car.but it crossed my mind in that moment..

never gets too close.though how confident i am with the situation.always watch my distance because we never know.one car can just stop suddenly.if bad luck happen..car crashed.if worst? u could imagine what..

the shock i could have would be breath-taking...heartbeat-taking.the effect is immediate intense!

the philosophy side of mine then thought...how the same can happen in life.in relationship.in faith, believe and trust.

and now i'm learning to always watch my distance.never gets too close to people.never.eventhough how positive the energy is.how promising the situation is.because i would never know.however confident i am that things are going very well.smoothly.things are going out right.and that i am good.still...keep the right safe distance.never too close.

likewise, when 'the car' stopped.in a sudden.intensely in an instant moment without prior signs, when 'the driving' was believed to be very smooth ; the result could be very BAD!and at this very moment in life..i know that i cannot afford a crash, i cannot afford injuries, and i cannot imagine anything worse.

so now i'm telling myself. whatever crashed i had. i had ~. living in the future.i must not follow any closer.i would not follow too close.i would keep my distance.i would keep the right and safe distance.so that i know i am following the rule and that i am being careful.if anything bad still happen.it is really fate.

eventhough sometime we follow close enough because we know that in some particular junction there is no right and no reason for a car in front to hit the break.but if it does, it does.we are at blame.like it or not!

so nur sheila zabiri from today onwards vows 'I will watch my distance and keep it right'.

keeping my soul safe ~ :-)

perempuan ; decent yes, fool is a NO NO!

I had just come back from sending my sister's car to the car wash. actually it has been quite some time since i last go to car wash. have been thinking actually ' why don't basuh sendiri dan kemudian claim upah dari kakak'..but then again awal-awal pagi kakak dah bagi upah..if yet i do the washing and claim upah..itu agak kelihatan 'bagi betis mintak paha' hahahah.

ohh but the focus of this story here is not about me..nor the upah.not even close.

so then i went..

there were like four guys. 'ok drive in drive in' he said...[ i presume he said drive in la hahaha he was speaking tamil..so i just guessed hahahha ]

so i drove in. got out and waited.they snow splashed the car..wipe and wipe and wipe...then water splashed it..'wait a sec! i thought...not even like one minute?bersih ke tak tuh??that car almost berbulan tak cuci..'

he drove the car out..they did vacuum..they wiped...and then..'ini kunci..sudah siap'

WALLAHH~!!! finished just like that..very fast???? i thought....'hold on...not so fast!' so i walked to the car....keened eyes on it.. and i thought 'sorry..not wonderful.this have to be redone.they have to redo.'

dan lelaki itu tak bersetuju.instead he said..'ini memang takbley hilang..u kene polish..dan membebel macam-macam lagi menunjukkan kepandaian [ almaklum mungkin sudah terlalu lama berkecimpung di bisnes cuci kereta jadi sudah boleh menunjuk pandai..mungkin dengan memikirkan..apa perempuan muda macam kau tahu pasal car wash ]



me : no..tapi u cuci cepat sangat lahh..i don't think kotor dia hilang

him : sudah..sudah cuci ~

me : tak mau. ni tak bersih nih

him : sudah..sudah cuci [ my god tolong lah faham 'sudah cuci sudah cuci..perkataan ni jeh keh dia tahu..pening lah! ]. ini tak bley hilang...[and then pointing to another stain..] yg ni bley.

me : okay..mana yang boleh u hilangkan.

him : ok..ok..ok..

they keep on wiping..wiping..then

'sudah siap'..and yet still i hesitated.i walked by the car.i touched the body.i got clear-black-dark dirt on my finger! haaah~!

me : tengok...habuk tak hilang.macam mana u cuci??

him : [ suara ada takot2 sket..yess!hahaha ] ok..ok..ok..

me : u kene buat balik.cuci balik.

him : buat balik aaaa?? ok..ok..ok..

they bring back the car into the place...dan mulalah terdengar dan terlihat wajah-wajah penuh expression dengan sign ' kami tidak puas hati. kau perempuan cerewet!' though they were speaking in language that i don't understand...body language does tells! i got it...but then..' ada aku kesah ~?'

but they did not wash it.they just wiped.itu sangat mengundang kemarahan.

me : u buat apa??tak cuci.

him n them : *blank face buat2 tak dengar keep on wiping.*

me : [pointed my dust-covered finger..] this is unacceptable okay ~ u have to basuh balik. i nak u cuci balik..

him : okay...okay..okay..
and they wash it again..re-doing all the wiping..the polishing thing again. and still 'mengumpat di dalam bahasa ibunda' dan membuat aksi muka yang seperti perli-perli.

me : u cuci tak bersih.people come to car wash nak cuci kasi bersih.kalau macam ni i cuci sendiri lagi bersih okay.bila orang suruh cuci mesti cuci bersih-bersih. [layann..bebel dah mak cik haaa ~]

they finished.then i paid them 8. and drove by.

wasn't it sickening???menghantar kereta untuk dicuci.tetapi mendapat balik kereta yang cuciannya lebih teruk dari cucian anak buah berumur 8 tahun!habuk tebal berwarna hitam diatas jari hasil dari sebuah kereta yang sudah di car washed is very awfully unacceptable!

so ladies.next time ke car wash. have keen eyes.Rm 8 for car wash is an issue.make sure no compromise.

monitor their works.walk by your car several times.biar kan diorang sampai rimas.that is the tips.so they know 'jangan main-main' with you.

when they finished. go and run your finger onto your car. 'find evidence for war!..hahaha'. no make sure it is done properly.

repeat these words 'saya nak u cuci bersih-bersih dalam and luar.bersih-bersih okay'

be fussy dan tunjukkan muka yang agak-agak garang.

always know your rights.because consumer is always right.use that weapon.win your war.if you think they have to do it.then make them do it.by all means.make them.

you don't have to sound arrogant or cocky.just talk with firm tone.make it sound very firm but try to avoid yelling and bad wordings because however it is..we still wanna keep the feminism.we still wanna look beautiful okay.

p/s : another problem i faced. bengkel kereta.selalu akan cuba ditipu dan diperlekehkan.before you go for bengkel.check with you guy friends or your dad or your brother.like i always did.i always called my brother.get all the information i should know about the car problem.then go to the bengkel.so at least you know the benchmark for the price and the works need to be done on your car.do not ever leave your car behind.have keen eyes.never let them do anything to your car without first checking with you.or else they will charge god-knows-what fees in your bill.never agrees too fast.call someone.seek advice.you don't wanna be cheated and worst diketawakan dibelakang bila sudah membayar amount berganda-ganda pada barang yang langsung tidak rosak dan more nonsense.


always keep in mind.we are female.we should be soft spoken, decent and graceful hell yeah but never..never..be a FOOL.

be a superowman.yeahhh ;P