Monday, February 28, 2011

pig-shit! that's what i called it y'all!

mr F says : just my advice to you lar.....nasihatkan dia..i mean jgn lah keras-keras sangat...u
know this is like end of month...orang dah gaji kan.nanti kalau keras-keras sangat
dengan dia takut dia jadi rebellious plak..u know kang dia terus tak balik-balik.



kasi bom lah itu babi banyak berak lah sekarang ~!




aaahhhh for god's sake lah mr F..since when did she is not a rebel? since when did she wears a tag 'innocent and fragile kid, handle with care' ? bullshit!
everyday i have to listen to this lame-crappy-cheapsales-joke haaa??????


p/s : nak menipu biar ada class! because we human aren't idiots *oppppsssy* like you guys. shame on you! boooooo!

Sunday, February 27, 2011

practical joke

people can be very ridiculous sometimes. we people find it easy to talk about others. sebagai contoh if we saw on tv, the drug addicts, oftenly we would say 'bunuh je sekor2 menyusahkan hidup orang, menghabiskan duit kerajaan je hantar diorang ni semua dekat pusat serenti' or sometime if we saw rebellious youth, involved with alcohols, go clubbings, random sex. surely we would say ' hantar je semua masuk pusat pemulihan akhlak..bla bla bla..and blaasss'

the thing here is, if those things involve your own people, i mean your own family. if it is your son who involve with drugs or your own daughter who is a rebellious bitch, messing out with your patience, giving you heartache every time, the one that make you cry in the middle of the night, the one that take away your goodnight sleep because she is not home when it is already 2 in the morning. would you have the courage?! would you, with your own both hands drag your daughter to that 'pusat pemulihan' as what you always said about other people's daughter .. ' anak mcm ni hantar je lah masuk pusat tuh baru jadi orang..and such' would you? ask yourself. and I'm asking myself as well...

i just thought we people should have our lessons. when we ourselves, can't even dare to have that courage. maybe we should stop being judgmental and decide for others. when the only thing that you dare to do is back the story up with nonsense. well.. let me tell a story.

scene 1:
once upon a time there was a girl.named Lisa.she has a bf. ugly and fat.the bf i mean.she lied a lot to people.her father hates the bf.he isn't just fugly in the face.he's also fucking ugly at behaviors.so the daddy asked Lisa to stop seeing the bf.Lisa does, not what her daddy says.she keep telling lies that she's not seeing him anymore.one day she caught red handed.and then came out a story. the bf beat her all the time.the bf actually threaten her.that's why she doesn't leave the bf.when she actually wants to. ahem.her story is truth. but still.. ahem.

scene 2:
months passed.so Lisa says she doesn't anymore seeing him yet suspiciously she's texting someone every single nights.shorten up the story.she caught redhanded again. blaahhh. after all, she 's a liar.it is freaking awful that 'tembelang sudah pecah', she did not came home that night *creating a backup story* while daddy at home is so pissed off, worry, disappointed, and mad! daddy says ' u just wait, wait till u come back home'. ahem.

scene 3:
Lisa is home.at noon.packing up some clothes.she takes daddy out.'kat rumah tak sesuai nak bercakap..maybe'.when they got back home....tadaaaa~! daddy changed his mind.daddy warned everyone 'do not mess her up.don't ask any question, do not!' wheewwws! suprise2... Lisa then leaves the house.that night, she calls in.'i'm not coming home sbb *another bullshit lovely lies*'.daddy says 'no!, i'm tolerating with you, please co-operate, and blahh blahh blahh...make sure u come back home tonight. Lisa says 'okay...' Ahem!.

scene 4:
Lisa does not come home daddy...pity you! you and your hopes. she doesn't listen huhh.it is 5 nights already and no sign of Lisa and no phone calls at all.'no mercy from her, dad. can't you see??' does she cares??? blerrghhh!. now big brother has some issues with that.so big brother speaks to dad.big bro come out with full theory that explains only one obvious thing which is 'she is a liar, she does not care about you, she is a liar, she is a selfish, she is an idiot *that fat bitch strangled u yet u still have feeling for that monster? idiot*. she is a liar. beware of that' hard work big bro has done.you guys think it works??? well... ahem.ahem.ahem.

scene5:
' that guy threaten her again...that guy follow her sampai situh.tempat tu.she said to me she does not want to be with him anymore.lelaki ni dah berani kacau dia balik ni...she's freaking out.. Lisa ni dah kene bomoh ni....we can't be that strict with her..kene lembut2 dengan dia... ' says.. daddy! *rolling eyes*!! who tells you that dad??? well... LISA off course.she tells you that?! and dad believes that! dad does not get one clear thing. 'Lisa is a liar' phewwwss.

what the hell of a story that is.....

come on people.after all that happened, after all that she has done.the conclusion is... 'dia sudah di bomohkan! kena bomoh seyhh!'. choose something better than that tak boleh ke? something less hilarious than that can you dad?for the past 7 'beautiful' years of Lisa's stories i have heard, now at the very climax of thing, you still wanna make excuses for her that 'it must be a black magics!' if only Lisa could hear that, i bet she would claps out loud! ' I won first prize!'




to listen to this kind of entertaining story
mestilah kena layan keropok lekor.baru kawww.
macam tengok filem hindustan pulak terasa.. yumms.


p/s : my advice is, have courage.what's right is right.what's wrong is always wrong. even if it's the hardest thing to do when it involve your own people. ADMIT! have courage to do so..please. because it's just sickeningly hurting someone else that might not be important in the picture ~ so sickeningly hurting!

Friday, February 25, 2011

Kata Hati.

it is 25th February 2011. i resigned. finally.

my last day with TD, I lead the team with 13 sales with secured me $130 commission a.k.a fast cash in a day. *proud*. it was just a fantastic friday that we as a team reached 93 sales at 5.30 pm. well..it is something that you might don't even understand and i am not proud to tell. ahem.

i had lunch with ayue, ah joe, boon kin and ah kam at mcD. it was a treat. *thank you guys* ohh and ah kam bought me van houlten choc and a sneaker bar *i'm so touched* actually i was expecting a bouquet of roses maybe..hahaha but it did not happen. *berhenti berharap* ngahahahah.

at the exit interview, i bitched out about the company kaww kaww punya. there was a question that asked ' what could have been done to stop you from departure?' i said 'NOTHING' and i could see the face expression from the HR staff 'wallah berlagak sial perempuan neh' kind of. *message delivered successfully*

there it goes. another history of my life. decision have been made. gotta have to bear the consequences. i haven't got any interview or job offer yet i just resign. a wise logical mind would say that was the most stupid decision i had ever made. but kata hati berkata....it is so fine, you will find a way....just follow your heart. do not force yourself to do something that you are not happy with. it is not worth it.

i am so 'kata hati' kinda person. so here we go hati....make sure u are right. or else. i will sure menjerit * i'm screwed!*





i'm a free bird.fly high fly high.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

i have doubts. i am amused that i have doubts.

i just hate it why i always let myself involved with craps. i just hate it when people cheat about big things to me. i just hate it more, that the same person who tells me that it is not good to lie, cheated on me. blerghhh.

i don't have to be in love with you for you to not to lie to me. we don't have to be boyfriend-girlfriend, for you not to lie to me. we don't have to be in an exclusive relationship, then for you not to lie to me.

my rule for every relationship, be it friends, lovers, family, is for us to be honest, frank and genuine. when i am being completely genuine, i expect you to do just the same. is that hard?

i always remind myself not to be judgmental, not to be superficial, not to be mean, to always take things the way they are.

now i really feel like throwing these questions to you. what else did you lied? how much more will you tell? why did you lied? what was your intention?

do not scratch this bit much respect that i still have for you..

Friday, February 18, 2011

get classy ~ please.

supermodel look. skinny and hot [that include dry pale skin, strong sharp jaws with extra-licious bad breath]. chin up shoulders straight, walk like a supermodel with pride, mouth..pouted [overrated] . she put the glasses on, wearing sleeveless top [ those boobs aren't impressive at all, for the record ] . spreading the vibes of ' m the hottest on the planet' kinda thing.

she wants to pass the cash. she lift her arms..opppppsss!!!! bushes under the arms???
oucchhh. shame.



p/s : get a blade.this one now come in patterns. and it is not even $20! and yes i got one of those too. do the world no harm babe. = D

Thursday, February 17, 2011

= /

i also have a right to live my life. i also have a right, darling, in this life.i have a right. you have a right.so that life can be easier.

you are a father, i am a mother
you are Adam and i am Eve
it would be tough and unjust
if Adam lives and Eve dies




i am not saying, i should be the strongest or something like that. i am not saying, i should be the strongest and you are the weakest.

you are half
i am half
just like the winter and the summer..

*copyrighted*