i miss you.

KIKO is a cat. my white cat with blue eyes. if it is a guy he should had come from england. hahahah ( pan asian one please! ) with British accents! hehehhehehehe. it has been like 4 months now since he last came back home. he rebelled. he ran away. he chose to have a better life. in a new society. better foods perhaps!

( Kiko - the white british breed haha )

wait..wait..wait... flash back please...

(he was that small)

kiko first came to our house around 2 years ago. when its body was dominated by 'kutu' when he was just a little white shy guy.hurmmm and whenever he had his meal with COMCOM..they fight. they wouldn't wanted to share. that was the beginning. but then kiko adapted very well. he gotten into the new environment. he loved his new home.
we shared bed. every single nights. he would be there down there beside my feet. sometime we even shared our blanket. that was how closed we were. we cuddled every nights.

(with Comcom - they never were that close in the beginning. now 'kawan baik')

(he was on my blanket please...)

outside the house he was like the king of the neighborhood. i suspected he should have had owned a mafia group or something downtown. because i caught him having a very suspicious cats-mafia-society meeting around our dustbin outside the gateway one breezy night. there were like cats around the dustbin looking at each other....they were like having some kind of a big issue to be taken cared of. ahem.

one day that bad guy who sell fish by his van hit kiko right onto his left leg. i remembered me and my sister screamed and cried like hell. i took kiko into my arms. he peed on me. blooded pee. (well it was a pee...but ahem! emergency case. accepted). we really thought that was his last day with us. but nope. kiko is a brave broad shoulder guy. he recovered very fast. he started running again and started to leads the neighborhood and the cats-mafia group again. he was the best! the most handsome and the most charming! i wish i could marry him. ahem.

(on recoveries. he look sick.wasn't he?)

and then one time, ibu was admitted. everyone was busy visiting her and i stayed in the hospital with her while others were busy working and stuffs. so kiko was left alone. i was worried how was he doing. one afternoon i drove back home to see how he was doing because no one was home.when i got home. he was there on the pillow. (that big soft pillow we used to laid onto during tv time? yes that one) he was lying on the pillow watching blackout tv. i mean he was just sleeping there. instead of going out getting involve with the gangstas. he laid down at home. guarding the house when nobody was around, and foods were out of reach. was not that sweet??? ohh such a hero!

and then when the testosterone built up. he rebelled. i did not know exactly when did he started to change. when did he started to felt that he was not belong here. that home was not anymore his heaven. he ran away. regularly we bumped into him somewhere in Taman Mulia and we brought him home and caged him. then he would yelled and screamed at us. like he hated us so much. and when at nights. he would cried...and cried like it was anyone being violent and tortured him in his cage. he was just full of hatred.

and then one night...suddenly he never anymore screamed. it was a full silent. that created doubts. we went and checked. the cage was destroyed. he managed to ran away that night. ( omigosh he turned green or what?? turned into monster??!!! even the cage also..still he managed??!! ) and the two days later again somewhere in Taman Mulia when my sister saw him and tried to call him.he just ran like a wind.. *devastating kiko! u really were*

i just miss him. i just miss you kiko. and this was the last time when you were home.

(he stayed 8 days for raya. and hated it. look at that face.)

it is going to be January 2011 soon. please.. kiko...sila balik raya tahun depan. =(

give me back my heaven.

you talk too much.
i noticed.
this lately.
you guys talk too much.
it is getting louder.
it is getting messier.
i don't like it.
not because you guys are talking.
but you guys are talking....about me.
being sarcastic.
when there is no reason to BE so.

stop it.
the talks.
that leads US nowhere.


you don't know whats happening.
what am i going through.
my world that i mentioned as a 'nice' world...
well, it isn't so beautiful.
it is being nice to me.
but it doesn't mean that i am super comfortable with it
so stop it
being sarcastic.
because it hurts.

use your mouths to eat.
or to pray
or at least to utter the good things
uhhh for your own good.
not for me.

i would appreciate.

because...
i'm struggling in here
it is not that i'm having fun being someone's adopted daughter.
or whatever you guys would call it.

give me some peace.
give me back my heaven.
I want my home.
the same old home.

and I want my home
my peacefully home.

uhh ~ uhhh not yet !!

miss blogger is now busy working...... hurrayyy! expecting some cash in the end of every months at least.. *relief ed* =)

dedicating this post to 'miss trying too hard to impress'.
babe it's not him.
nope it is not.
not the man of my life kind-of.

he is cute alright.he is fine ohh yes so very nice
but naahh-aahh-ahhh.
he is not the one.

so you can stop worrying missy..
do not show me 'that face'.
i have no intention to race.
and this isn't competition.

blow your cigarette honey
but don't hate me.
don't curse with your eyes.
it ain't kewwwL ~!

a letter to Friday...with love.

Dear Friday,
my lovely adorable fresh friday....this morning when i woke up, i feel a total weird.well actually my life is kinda weird lately.but last night i had the most weirdest conversation with a total bullshit male in the planet.this male thinks he is the best in the world.at first, i also thought that heyya!! this male is one of a kind.cool and impressive.he talks like a professional.he was kind in words and very wise most of the time.one moment i got him triggered, he split-ed personality on the spot!this male feels 'extremely good' about himself.he talks BIG.he underestimated, miscalculated, judged and he punished.this male is so ' according to me! ' typo psychotics.he got panicky unsecured when some random younger female cut his words out with something more brilliant.he felt challenged..

the weird part is that, the same human who tells me about being humble, about being decent, respect, sincerity, being nice and good to people...is yet never actually had been looking in the mirror.i am convinced..i felt sorry for him friday.....i think this male is egoistic, unreasonable and ugly too.oww yess i think so...he is ugly right...

i know that he lost it, the moment he said to me, that any younger human beings in this world is prohibited to correct the elder..." ohh until you beat my age, and get older than me, you can never act smart and correct me.because elder is always right [ yes?according to u mr male? ].i can tell you what u should or shouldn't do because i'm older.simply like that ~ even when i am wrong.stay still and silent or i'd call u rude! "

my lovely deary friday..., is respect only meant for the elder? the younger shouldn't get any respect from them? is being old enable one person to act king-y?order the world..the world is mine?is throwing out our opinion on something, standing on our principles and values, being rude.?being older is ' i am right about everything.what i said is all correct.do not ever deny even once? '..no friday...you don't have a voice...and you don't need to answer to this crap.because even my one-month-old kitten knows what we call this...i say this out loud......we called this..

you talk BULLSHIT!!

because you are totally out of your mind mr male.i think you deserved a reward.

come and kiss this cow's ASS!!

anyway...i got one message for you......and it's free and genuinely.

; )

now...., you can call me rude.but this is just the tip of my rude-ness.u shall not see more. ; )

p/s : ever heard of whitney houston's???
"i learn from the best..i learn from you!" babe!

because you were the most REAL famous guy i've ever known. I wish you still are ~

i am missing the old down to earth Qushairi razali.
he didn't mind to go online and chat on fb with whoever that greets him those days.
now i never get any chance anymore.

i did chat with him several times then.he was wishing me good luck for internship.good luck for school.he even invited me to come to his event [event where he took part to host and such].he told me that whenever i meet him down town just say hi 'i have no problem with that.i biasa jeh.kalau jumpa tegur je ok' *very sweet* = (.

i always love Qi bcos he was extraordinarily fans-friendly.
now..he is just as much as ordinary.i think [ i observed actually.heee ]

but i can't never stop liking him because i do like him.he was very good in doing his 'destinasi baget' thing.that show actually attracted many people to him.because it was done very differently and free style. ohhh we love free style.*lari laju-laju terjun laut* hahaha

i think he first started to change a bit when he was acting in that blogger boy.the first two weeks the series was on tv, i can still see him on fb.we were still communicating like normal people.but then as the show grow bigger.he become no less famous.ohhh he appeared offline all the time.and then we became 'artis dan peminat' and just that.

'mungkin lah terlalu ramai orang dah minat Qi sekarang dan setiap kali online semua orang nak tegur jadi Qi rasa semak.kan? mungkin lahh...'

because the idea of rising super star yet down to earth and acting very friendly to his fan is a very great fantasy-image i had on him.the usual way is celebrity always get 'private and confidential'.the unusual extravaganza way is 'i am famous and i talk to random people so what?!.=)'

Qushairi razali was that extravaganza kind of! on the other hand Qi razali is getting much of an usual these recent years.either way he is still awesome being himself.

somehow i thought that is always how a celebrity should be acting like ~ usual and ordinary celebrity-like ~

having said all this...i am still a FAN of you Qushairi razali.will always pray for you and your success in future career and in life.because you have so much potentials.wish you all the best.and please keep your cute-handsomeful-slang.hohohooohh.


p/s : this post is here today because i suddenly see Qi was updating his status on Fb just mins ago...hehehhe so long don't see him on fb.rindu lahh..hahahhahaa.

what? why? how? !!!!!!!!!

about two years ago.in the evening.me and my family were just having tea at home.enjoying the goreng pisang panas and hot nescafe and so on.and then someone started to play 'teka-teki'.i don't remember who actually initiated that.so we took turn.one after another asking some craps and more craps.laughed it out and just living up those moments.

and then.there went 'kakak'.my niece aged 9..the daughter of my abang long.it was her turn to ask.so she went like ~

this is kakak now at 11. = D

kakak : okay soalannya...SHELL, PETRONAS,.....lepas tuh ape??? ;P

: esso?

kakak : salah...

: caltex!!!!!!

kakak : salah....

: BP....

kakak : bukan..bukan..bukan...give up..??? [chehhh baget je orang give up lah kan??..haha]



stressed up~!

all wrong??. damn-it.what else of known petrol station that we have?? never mind-ed.we kept trying.ohh may be we have missed out some other less-branded petrol station?? try once more come on~!!!

kakak : cepat la cakap give up.

: no way.try dulu.petronas.shell....ermmmm okay caltex? esso? bp? ermm mcdonalds?? [ dan2 mcD siot.hahaha ]

kakak : bukan bukan bukan.semua salah.




ohhh..blank-blur-ED.out!

okay.we gave up.shoot! answer please..noww..how come so simple yet so susah tuh?? can anyone of you guess??? hahahhaha better don't.so she went like ~

kakak : shell...petronas...lepas tuh??? lepas tuh BALAI POLIS lahhh... ;P

whattaaheck balai polis???!!!

kakak : ye lahh...yang kat highway nak pegi rumah kakak tuh..kan nampak tak??ada shell..sebelah dia petronas...pastuh sebelah dia ada balai polis.

................................................

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patut kah this question ???!!!

anyway we went HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH ohhh my goodness! [ actually it was very like 'kepala hotak betul punya soalan'..kind of expression ~! ] what thrills it was to answer that kind of total crap! and yet kakak was very proud of herself LOLZ coz nobody ever get that.wow ~! let her be.

children will not remember you for the material things you provided but for the feeling that you cherished them.

- quoted : Richard L. Evans -

p/s : if you ever have nieces like mine.the key is.

or if you going to have soon.then grow your patience from now.hahahhahaa


i really hope everyone who reads this, enjoy this post yah. i just got reminisced to it because it happened on sunday..heheeee..so have fun and please enjoy your sunday. tschuss ~

= )

and keep on spreading that sweetness of your smile everyday and to everyone. LOVE.

watch your distance.

we were heading to the office.me and my sister.she was driving.same route same road that we everyday drove through.keeping the usual fast pace like normal when suddenly the front car's break light was on.vibrant RED!!!!!!! what the heck!!!!!! it was almost like stopping. our car almost reach the back of that particular car.it was damn very much closed! thank goodness we are fine and so is the car.but it crossed my mind in that moment..

never gets too close.though how confident i am with the situation.always watch my distance because we never know.one car can just stop suddenly.if bad luck happen..car crashed.if worst? u could imagine what..

the shock i could have would be breath-taking...heartbeat-taking.the effect is immediate intense!

the philosophy side of mine then thought...how the same can happen in life.in relationship.in faith, believe and trust.

and now i'm learning to always watch my distance.never gets too close to people.never.eventhough how positive the energy is.how promising the situation is.because i would never know.however confident i am that things are going very well.smoothly.things are going out right.and that i am good.still...keep the right safe distance.never too close.

likewise, when 'the car' stopped.in a sudden.intensely in an instant moment without prior signs, when 'the driving' was believed to be very smooth ; the result could be very BAD!and at this very moment in life..i know that i cannot afford a crash, i cannot afford injuries, and i cannot imagine anything worse.

so now i'm telling myself. whatever crashed i had. i had ~. living in the future.i must not follow any closer.i would not follow too close.i would keep my distance.i would keep the right and safe distance.so that i know i am following the rule and that i am being careful.if anything bad still happen.it is really fate.

eventhough sometime we follow close enough because we know that in some particular junction there is no right and no reason for a car in front to hit the break.but if it does, it does.we are at blame.like it or not!

so nur sheila zabiri from today onwards vows 'I will watch my distance and keep it right'.

keeping my soul safe ~ :-)

perempuan ; decent yes, fool is a NO NO!

I had just come back from sending my sister's car to the car wash. actually it has been quite some time since i last go to car wash. have been thinking actually ' why don't basuh sendiri dan kemudian claim upah dari kakak'..but then again awal-awal pagi kakak dah bagi upah..if yet i do the washing and claim upah..itu agak kelihatan 'bagi betis mintak paha' hahahah.

ohh but the focus of this story here is not about me..nor the upah.not even close.

so then i went..

there were like four guys. 'ok drive in drive in' he said...[ i presume he said drive in la hahaha he was speaking tamil..so i just guessed hahahha ]

so i drove in. got out and waited.they snow splashed the car..wipe and wipe and wipe...then water splashed it..'wait a sec! i thought...not even like one minute?bersih ke tak tuh??that car almost berbulan tak cuci..'

he drove the car out..they did vacuum..they wiped...and then..'ini kunci..sudah siap'

WALLAHH~!!! finished just like that..very fast???? i thought....'hold on...not so fast!' so i walked to the car....keened eyes on it.. and i thought 'sorry..not wonderful.this have to be redone.they have to redo.'

dan lelaki itu tak bersetuju.instead he said..'ini memang takbley hilang..u kene polish..dan membebel macam-macam lagi menunjukkan kepandaian [ almaklum mungkin sudah terlalu lama berkecimpung di bisnes cuci kereta jadi sudah boleh menunjuk pandai..mungkin dengan memikirkan..apa perempuan muda macam kau tahu pasal car wash ]



me : no..tapi u cuci cepat sangat lahh..i don't think kotor dia hilang

him : sudah..sudah cuci ~

me : tak mau. ni tak bersih nih

him : sudah..sudah cuci [ my god tolong lah faham 'sudah cuci sudah cuci..perkataan ni jeh keh dia tahu..pening lah! ]. ini tak bley hilang...[and then pointing to another stain..] yg ni bley.

me : okay..mana yang boleh u hilangkan.

him : ok..ok..ok..

they keep on wiping..wiping..then

'sudah siap'..and yet still i hesitated.i walked by the car.i touched the body.i got clear-black-dark dirt on my finger! haaah~!

me : tengok...habuk tak hilang.macam mana u cuci??

him : [ suara ada takot2 sket..yess!hahaha ] ok..ok..ok..

me : u kene buat balik.cuci balik.

him : buat balik aaaa?? ok..ok..ok..

they bring back the car into the place...dan mulalah terdengar dan terlihat wajah-wajah penuh expression dengan sign ' kami tidak puas hati. kau perempuan cerewet!' though they were speaking in language that i don't understand...body language does tells! i got it...but then..' ada aku kesah ~?'

but they did not wash it.they just wiped.itu sangat mengundang kemarahan.

me : u buat apa??tak cuci.

him n them : *blank face buat2 tak dengar keep on wiping.*

me : [pointed my dust-covered finger..] this is unacceptable okay ~ u have to basuh balik. i nak u cuci balik..

him : okay...okay..okay..
and they wash it again..re-doing all the wiping..the polishing thing again. and still 'mengumpat di dalam bahasa ibunda' dan membuat aksi muka yang seperti perli-perli.

me : u cuci tak bersih.people come to car wash nak cuci kasi bersih.kalau macam ni i cuci sendiri lagi bersih okay.bila orang suruh cuci mesti cuci bersih-bersih. [layann..bebel dah mak cik haaa ~]

they finished.then i paid them 8. and drove by.

wasn't it sickening???menghantar kereta untuk dicuci.tetapi mendapat balik kereta yang cuciannya lebih teruk dari cucian anak buah berumur 8 tahun!habuk tebal berwarna hitam diatas jari hasil dari sebuah kereta yang sudah di car washed is very awfully unacceptable!

so ladies.next time ke car wash. have keen eyes.Rm 8 for car wash is an issue.make sure no compromise.

monitor their works.walk by your car several times.biar kan diorang sampai rimas.that is the tips.so they know 'jangan main-main' with you.

when they finished. go and run your finger onto your car. 'find evidence for war!..hahaha'. no make sure it is done properly.

repeat these words 'saya nak u cuci bersih-bersih dalam and luar.bersih-bersih okay'

be fussy dan tunjukkan muka yang agak-agak garang.

always know your rights.because consumer is always right.use that weapon.win your war.if you think they have to do it.then make them do it.by all means.make them.

you don't have to sound arrogant or cocky.just talk with firm tone.make it sound very firm but try to avoid yelling and bad wordings because however it is..we still wanna keep the feminism.we still wanna look beautiful okay.

p/s : another problem i faced. bengkel kereta.selalu akan cuba ditipu dan diperlekehkan.before you go for bengkel.check with you guy friends or your dad or your brother.like i always did.i always called my brother.get all the information i should know about the car problem.then go to the bengkel.so at least you know the benchmark for the price and the works need to be done on your car.do not ever leave your car behind.have keen eyes.never let them do anything to your car without first checking with you.or else they will charge god-knows-what fees in your bill.never agrees too fast.call someone.seek advice.you don't wanna be cheated and worst diketawakan dibelakang bila sudah membayar amount berganda-ganda pada barang yang langsung tidak rosak dan more nonsense.


always keep in mind.we are female.we should be soft spoken, decent and graceful hell yeah but never..never..be a FOOL.

be a superowman.yeahhh ;P

i wish..i had say something

there are things that are felt...and not spoken..and..when i want to ask for them...
I can't
and if you do them after i ask for them..then there's no use.

there are things that are felt and not spoken that hurt the heart..but it don't show. And i stay tired all the time in between telling you or not saying a word...

i can't TELL you..'change your whole approach of loving me..' or have some jealousy towards me or surprise me once and bring me a gift.

or

that 'my eyes experience something..i have not done before'.

i can't tell you..'make the world a more beautiful place in my eyes...and change things in me..'

no matter how close you to me or from me.

i can't tell you the way i want our life to be. you should know for yourself that way i want our life to be.

sometimes it appears that i have stayed quiet and calmed down, pleased , and gotten used to it


this doesn't mean that i have given up. and sometime you feel that i have gotten bored of this....though....im just hiding the tiredness


oohhh my love..don't let me reach a stage where i'd say ' i wish i had spoken and said something '

[ nancy ajram 'fe hagat' and yess i love nancy! ]

just another..L-A-M-E update ~

she thinks she is good at writing...so she starts blogging...BUT when she blogs ~ it ended up with just two lame posts...yet she is ~~~~ a good writer...but it seems like lately...the skill is just unpolished or can't be polished..no matter how hard she tries..like EVERYDAY she wanted to...she just failed..turned down and just stop.

what happened?????

well..NOTHING's happenning! that is why ~! it is almost five months of journey [ of ohhhh a very chalengging..rough..hard..awesomely downgrading.. ]....still not much promises...and the one and only thing that is stable now is just

F-A-M-i-L-Y : the one she holds on to and the one who give unconditionally supports no matter what . = )

though...she starts to believe that something BIG and special is gonna happen..the signs is there but often..oftenly signs are merely signs of nothing so she thoughts ~ 'hang on there sweetheart...take it slow..take it just easy'...nothing can happen with NOTHING.

and

so..... she is actually waiting.............................

I am yeahh I am

okay well...selamat petang to all bloggers. first of all i would like to thank all who have been reading this blog well though not so much to read of lahh...anyway lets have a little update on myself.i am currently still struglling looking for the right job to be my future career.last week and this week is full with interview sessions.some went just well..yet some just turn out badly.thats life though...ehemm anyway stop la membebel about kerja sekejap cause i had enough for this week to cerita about kerja some more..BTW tujuan berblog hari ini adalah sekadar untuk share one lyrics which i really adore.the song is sang out badly by hilary duff [ i think it sounded bad but im not sure about what others are thinking yeahhh no offend please ] =D. i feel really connected to this lyrics..so let dive in.

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special

I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am



okayy thats it...for now..till we meet again [hopefully dengan topik yang howt and handleable tidak lah sekadar menampal lirik lagu ahahakkks ]

p/s : I really do love blogging and i really do know i have talent in writing just yet may be just yet i need some time to develope skills so keep on supporting yeahh hehehehe....adiosaa~

Am Ersten Tag [on the first day]

hello hello, hi hi, salam and salam to all. greetings to the 1st of July that is already coming to the end. I spent quite sometime though designing this newly born blog of mine. I know it look just so simple which make you think..why spent so long. well i am a no pro one to deal with design, graphic picture..bla..and blahh yet i am very firm with image and personality. so basically drafting the lay out and choosing the right colors cost some times. = D

considering myself a dummy blogger as this is the first time ever for me to write in a blog and actually i am kind of having no ideas at all of what to write here. but we need i mean i need an introduction on the first day right...and..and since i am a Malay girl and ohhh this is Malaysia...one nation one language..i would be writing in both Bahasa Malaysia and English, at times.

Maka dengan itu selamat datang ke HER-MESS's Birkin [yang di dalam bahasa malaysianya adalah - beg Birkin yang mengandungi atau yang dipenuhi atau diisi dengan sampah perempuan itu]. why is it 'her mess'?? because basically folks, this blog is going to be my deary diary that i can write anything that evolves around me, anything that i want to give my opinions to, me feelings, my favorite food, my favorite stuffs, my family, my sister's boyfriend, my Barisan Nasional and ohhh 'God-knows' whatever else! that is why it is her mess a.k.a my mess because this place is going to be very messy soon with cool stuffs [ahahhh perasan sikit.]

ohh hey hey in case anda tersilap faham about the objective of this blog mari saya terangkan serba sedikit.hehehee...you guys by now could be thinking..'what the heck are we doing reading your blog..your personal favorite stuffs and blahhh and blahhh like you are scarlett johansson [because i love scarlett so be it scarlett = P]'?? okay so this is not bragging..but my friends a lot of them used to be saying..'sheiL i hate it when u tell me about your new brand of shampoo..and you describe it with such intense gestures and real effective expressions..and the worst part is you make me want to have that one real same shampoo in a second!*hurry to the mall~!!*' or when i always in front of my green Dell watching nancy ajram on you tube and then one of my roommates came in and ask a little about 'who's that singer..where she come from..?' ...and i just could not stop telling her all tiny tiny informations on nancy until maghrib prayer come along and it end up in the same night..some people are busy browsing youtube..and i peeped..a little...ummhhhh blahhhh~!! 'you are watching nancy!..hahahahahha' that is what i called EFFECTIVE.

[BTW..it is Nancy everyone..my fav singer ever~!]

Oleh kerana mereka telah membuatkan saya percaya bahawasanya saya seorang yang berpotensi as a influential speaker and effective promoter jadi now is the time..i will be sharing all the products i used that i think sangat bagus untuk dikongsi dengan anda. fantastics food i have tried and such..

to all my friends and family members...sila sokong dan sila jangan kutuk..[boleh kutuk tapi tolong jangan banyak sangat ~ =D]

love...love and love.