i wish..i had say something

there are things that are felt...and not spoken..and..when i want to ask for them...
I can't
and if you do them after i ask for them..then there's no use.

there are things that are felt and not spoken that hurt the heart..but it don't show. And i stay tired all the time in between telling you or not saying a word...

i can't TELL you..'change your whole approach of loving me..' or have some jealousy towards me or surprise me once and bring me a gift.

or

that 'my eyes experience something..i have not done before'.

i can't tell you..'make the world a more beautiful place in my eyes...and change things in me..'

no matter how close you to me or from me.

i can't tell you the way i want our life to be. you should know for yourself that way i want our life to be.

sometimes it appears that i have stayed quiet and calmed down, pleased , and gotten used to it


this doesn't mean that i have given up. and sometime you feel that i have gotten bored of this....though....im just hiding the tiredness


oohhh my love..don't let me reach a stage where i'd say ' i wish i had spoken and said something '

[ nancy ajram 'fe hagat' and yess i love nancy! ]