Mad and mumble.

I'm mad. no no i'm just disappointed. naaahhh i'm mad actually. well, i'm in a state where everything just doesn't work out the way it should or at least the way i imagine it would. i'm furious. with own self. did i make a wrong decision? did i make a wrong move? i miscalculated it?? urghhh..

I only have this one question in my mind right now...

why does it always easy for others, why does it come the hardest way for me?

and i don't even know to whom that this question should be thrown.

craving mcD, for they always know how to please me. = )