give me back my heaven.

you talk too much.
i noticed.
this lately.
you guys talk too much.
it is getting louder.
it is getting messier.
i don't like it.
not because you guys are talking.
but you guys are talking....about me.
being sarcastic.
when there is no reason to BE so.

stop it.
the talks.
that leads US nowhere.


you don't know whats happening.
what am i going through.
my world that i mentioned as a 'nice' world...
well, it isn't so beautiful.
it is being nice to me.
but it doesn't mean that i am super comfortable with it
so stop it
being sarcastic.
because it hurts.

use your mouths to eat.
or to pray
or at least to utter the good things
uhhh for your own good.
not for me.

i would appreciate.

because...
i'm struggling in here
it is not that i'm having fun being someone's adopted daughter.
or whatever you guys would call it.

give me some peace.
give me back my heaven.
I want my home.
the same old home.

and I want my home
my peacefully home.